其實我也是還會痛, 但是可以怎樣。 這是無奈
能學會不放得太多感情嗎? 感情多的一方永遠是辛苦的一方。 想緊緊的抱著天父,也到那依靠。

I noticed i am so weak. weak enough to cannot give any help, even cannot know what happen.
Honestly, i am worry about it. But from this time, I handle it over to God. Just because i understand how far I can go, and where the bottom line is. I need to grow up and be strong in Jesus. 幫人前必須自強, 如果自己都未能理好,怎能去顧別人呢?  I recognized that I have to do that through Jesus, so that I can on the right way.